keeping up

Ok, eu estive ausente muito tempo por isso pensei em por não um, mas sim dois posts no mesmo dia. Eis o que se tem passado nos últimos tempos. Tirando o facto de não ter desejado Feliz Natal ou Bom Ano Novo e ate mesmo Feliz dia dos Namorados a ninguém (my bad), consegui arranjar um emprego temporário. Só durou 2 meses (mais do que era suposto inicialmente) e faz hoje uma semana que acabou. A pior coisa é que apesar de não ter o que fazer durante o dia senão ficar de pijama em casa a ver tv, não consigo desabituar-me ao horário de trabalho e agora todos os dias acordo por volta das 8 quando o que me espera é o sofá. Agora começa a luta pela procura de emprego novamente. Estas são as series que ando a seguir agora: 

Agora tenho que ir  porque o almoço espera-me, e depois tenho que me ir arranjar porque vou, wait for it, ás compras. Oh damn you friends for not being unemployed now!

No plans whatsoever

     So, here´s coming the real thing,. I'm opening my heart to these words. All of us are trying to figure out what to do with our lives, who we really are. After all the bouncing and jumping , the up's and down's, and having all these emocional roller coaster feelings of the past years I came to an answer... i know nothing.

     I've spent so many years telling to myself what i should do, who i should be, and most important, what kind of life i should live. Well, i thought so much about it that I stopped living. why do we need to have it all figured out? seriously, because not even half was accomplished. i'm still here, day by day without having a clue of what to do. I mean, a lot of us doesn't even know how we like our eggs, we like this major tv serie, and after 5 episodes we're craving for a new one, we buy clothes and leave them on the closet without wear them, not even once. Why should people make the most important questions about our life, as if it's about to end, and we have no choice, then to choose.  I finished school about 2 years. i'm still searching for a job, i've done somethings, but i didn't knew what to do 2 years later, and i'm certain i don't have it all figured out now. I want to work doing something i really enjoy, make my dreams came true and be happy. So, i get to one conclusion. 

     Life is a short, adventuress amazing thing. We spend most of the time making plans that won't happen, and get  caught up with things we weren't expecting to have, that ends being even better than what we thought. So, we should open up ourselves to what we really want, and have no afraid of doing it, or afraid of what people will say, because at the end of the day, it's our life, and i'm sure they don't know it either.